ALL THE DARKNESS IN THE WORLD CANNOT EXTINGUISH THE LIGHT OF A SINGLE CANDLE.
Francis of Assisi
What do I do?
I design, consult and help implement the change individual or organization seeks to adopt.
For different results, something must change first.
What is my story?
I devoted my life to understanding the nature of human suffering. How we create what we call our experience and how to use this wisdom so we can truly thrive in life. Perhaps because I know very well how does it feel to be so depressed to think about suicide. I know what it is to be a people pleaser who always tries to make things right – I know the trap it imposes on one’s self. I know addiction from my own experience. I know how does it feel to be so jealous, you are questioning your own sanity. I have been to a place where I have lost interest in life to the extent I could not get out of my bed for days, nor did I want to. I know how does it feel to run business totally demotivated as if I wanted something else from life, but couldn’t really get it. I lived my life feeling I don’t deserve – to be paid for what I love to do, to be loved. I lived my life with conviction I was not good enough and I held myself back from nearly everything I ever wanted, even though somewhere deep down I knew it doesn’t make any sense. Well, it doesn’t. It never did. There is a way out and not just the one which we all will inevitably face.
Why am I here?
I love sharing what I have discovered. The chance to witness people breaking through what they used to call a long-lasting pain or problem is the greatest blessing of my life and the reason I am here.
I have spent seven days alone in complete darkness and solitude (An advanced Taoist practice) learning what it means to silence my mind.
I have had three “awakening” experiences and realized I don’t exist and everything really is fine. It is like…you become everything yet you are still there. And at the same time, what you used to call you is not there. And it’s absolutely fine. Tremendous lightness inside, the world is peaceful and calm, despite what’s going on around. Perception is undistorted by positive or negative emotions. I became nothing. No-thing. It was from that place I could say “I know I have many problems, but how is that any of my concern, I don’t know.” My I had many problems. Yet when we are born, there is no I. (yet) To be free we have to become nothing. All of my work is putting this understanding into words and into my everyday life.
I have spent nearly three years traveling the world. From mysterious far east Asia to distant places in the beautiful middle east, across bewitching Africa and all the way to the fascinating Americas. This helped me understand the impact of our cultures on our thinking process. Word culture can be exchanged for “everything we´ve learned from our environment” and thinking for “reality we experience as true”.
Underneath is the essence of what I share.
